There are days when I am strong, but today is not one of those days. I suddenly feel like the Israelites, marching aimlessly in the desert for 40 years when the path should have taken them only 11 days. I am still in my early twenties, and I know what and who I am supposed to be, but the wait is becoming really crazy. I want to see everything unfold before my eyes soon because I don't want to lose hope.
So my prayer for today is, "Lord, please show me the power of Your mighty right hand. Show me that certain things which men have deemed impossible, are really possible...that there is nothing (and there has never been anything) impossible with You. I know I'm going to finish my Masters and get a great position, but seriously I need these impossibilities to clear away so that I can focus on finishing it. I need financial strength, a good position in a good company, and even more. You promised that You will bring everything into completion. And I believe You. Help any trace of unbelief to vanish. Please watch over Your word jealously so that I will give You a shouting testimony."
Today, these are the things that are truly tugging on my heart and I wanted to share them with you.
In other news, I heard Michael Spencer of http://www.internetmonk.com/ just lost the battle to cancer and I am sad, even if I only started reading his blog, and even if I'm not catholic.
In more news, the folks on my twitter timeline ROCK! You guys crack me up every time I don't resist the urge to open up my tweetdeck. If you aren't following the folks on my timeline you're really missing out, I tell ya! http://www.twitter.com/lightherlamp
Will resume the "True Celebrities Series" tomorrow (if you haven't read any parts yet, feel free to click on the link and satisfy your curiosity). Two posts in one day--> oops, I apologize to email subscribers because you'll be receiving another email tomorrow morning as well, lol. Your love will cause you to keep reading, so I'm not worried. Love, from Jaycee :)
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